We're Set up in the Basement

Basement by EtU Recordings2

It's been a while. We're all set up now and shit is looking sort of bleak...if there's anyone out there who can help...

--Ben

He Exists

I'm just sorry that Ben had to fucking find out like this.
He Exists by EtU Recordings2

Static and Sickness

Static and Sick by EtU Recordings

Just some questions we'd like cleared up. The both of us.

--Ben & Jen

Psychosomatic

Psychosomatic by EtU Recordings

I think this psychology stuff is kind of bullshit, but who am i to judge? Also, now I'm worried that the static is psychosomatic too, but Jen can hear it too? So can anyone out there tell me if they're picking up on all the weird static bullshit in the last recording?

--Ben

Inconclusive

Inconclusive by EtU Recordings

I donno what all that static bullshit is about...I don't want to think about it honestly, since Jen's got me reading some of thse fucking blog things. Just...I don't know what to think. What do I think?

--Ben

Doctors

Doctors by EtU Recordings

We might both be sick, but we're at least sick together, and that's what matters I think...

--Ben

Post somethingorother: Don't know what to do...

Don't know what to do by EtU Recordings

I thought I could handle this...I thought we could do this...but something is wrong and whatever it is I don't want to go through it without my Jen. We're trying to make up now. We've been talking for a while now. Hopefully, things will settle down in time.

--Ben

He's Here, Ben's Sick

He's here, Ben's sick by EtU Recordings

whatever by EtU Recordings

Jen absolutely refuses to go to see a doctor. I can't get her to budge on it at all, and I don't want her to force her and make her feel like she's not equal with me...but I'm almost certain she has post-partum depression of some kind. She's paranoid, she's anxious, she hovers over Caroline as if at any moment the girl is just going to be lifted from her crib. I'm fairly certain I've seen her peaking out of windows once or twice, even from the second story. I'm trying so hard to support her but she has me sleeping on the couch and I can't get any sleep because i'm worried about her. I don't think she's crazy!! I just want her to get help for what is clearly a serious issuie...is there anyone out there who knows what in the hell I can do?

--Ben

There is...no "Sarah Jennings"...

There is no "Sarah Jennings" by EtU Recordings

At all. I have...no idea what to do about this right now, just...none.

--Ben

Confused...

Confused by EtU Recordings

I just felt this needed to be here for people to understand what was going on...

--Ben

Ben's Not Going to Like This

But I had to say something, it was bothering me too damn much.

Ben's Probably Not Going to Like This by EtU Recordings

Post 8: Family Time

Family Time by EtU Recordings

We've been spending time taking care of Caroline and getting used to the idea of raising a family in our home together...tired bput happy. : ) now off to sleep!

--Ben

Post 7: In The Hospital

In The Hospital by EtU Recordings

This is goin gup late because we just got home from the hospital...Caroline was born nearly ten hours ago, on January 11th, 2012 at 6:43 PM. She's a beautiful 6 lbs. and 2 ounces and she has this little shock of dark brown hair that makes her the prettiest damn thing you'll ever see. And those gorgeous little eyes, oh my god! I have to admit I cried and now I'm sitting up late scared out of my head because I'm a father and don't know how to take that news. But hey everything will work out for the best. I'm sure of it! : )

though admittedly trying to record things in the hospital was not one of my better ideas....I was nervous!

--Ben

Post 6: January 3rd

January 3rd by EtU Recordings

Here we are on the due date, and ah...nothing yet but her's hoping!

--Ben