I thought I could handle this...I thought we could do this...but something is wrong and whatever it is I don't want to go through it without my Jen. We're trying to make up now. We've been talking for a while now. Hopefully, things will settle down in time.
Jen absolutely refuses to go to see a doctor. I can't get her to budge on it at all, and I don't want her to force her and make her feel like she's not equal with me...but I'm almost certain she has post-partum depression of some kind. She's paranoid, she's anxious, she hovers over Caroline as if at any moment the girl is just going to be lifted from her crib. I'm fairly certain I've seen her peaking out of windows once or twice, even from the second story. I'm trying so hard to support her but she has me sleeping on the couch and I can't get any sleep because i'm worried about her. I don't think she's crazy!! I just want her to get help for what is clearly a serious issuie...is there anyone out there who knows what in the hell I can do?
We've been spending time taking care of Caroline and getting used to the idea of raising a family in our home together...tired bput happy. : ) now off to sleep!
