I think this psychology stuff is kind of bullshit, but who am i to judge? Also, now I'm worried that the static is psychosomatic too, but Jen can hear it too? So can anyone out there tell me if they're picking up on all the weird static bullshit in the last recording?
I donno what all that static bullshit is about...I don't want to think about it honestly, since Jen's got me reading some of thse fucking blog things. Just...I don't know what to think. What do I think?
I thought I could handle this...I thought we could do this...but something is wrong and whatever it is I don't want to go through it without my Jen. We're trying to make up now. We've been talking for a while now. Hopefully, things will settle down in time.
We've been spending time taking care of Caroline and getting used to the idea of raising a family in our home together...tired bput happy. : ) now off to sleep!
This is goin gup late because we just got home from the hospital...Caroline was born nearly ten hours ago, on January 11th, 2012 at 6:43 PM. She's a beautiful 6 lbs. and 2 ounces and she has this little shock of dark brown hair that makes her the prettiest damn thing you'll ever see. And those gorgeous little eyes, oh my god! I have to admit I cried and now I'm sitting up late scared out of my head because I'm a father and don't know how to take that news. But hey everything will work out for the best. I'm sure of it! : )
though admittedly trying to record things in the hospital was not one of my better ideas....I was nervous!